Jade Goody said it was "horrible" having to say goodbye to her sons, Bobby and Freddie, and there is one particular dream that meant so much to her, that she will, unfortunately, never get to see.
Jade told OK!, "I'm devastated that I won't see my boys grow into men and get married. That's what mums dream of, isn't it?"
She revealed how painful it was to have to tell her sons that she was dying, and wouldn't see them grow up.
"It's horrible saying goodbye not knowing if I'll see them again. I just want us to spend as much time together as we can." She explained to them she was going to heaven.
Jade had a great time making her pre-wedding/wedding series for Living TV, "I hope I've given you lots of laughs to remember me by."
She never wants to be forgotten. "I want to be remembered as the one who irritated and entertained people in equal measure! But I also want to be remembered as the girl who put up a fight. I was given a death sentence, but I didn't let it kill me."
She added, "I fought it, got married, got christened. I've achieved more in 27 years than some achieve in their lifetime."
Jade's last few days have been spent in and out of a deep coma-like sleep. She's been heavily medicated due to her extreme pain and she is physically weak. But, she's been fighting, and a friend said of her battle,"She has this inner strength and is determined to hold on.
"When she does come round she is panicky and disorientated and Jack is the only one who can soothe her."
Jade's son will live with their father, Jeff Brazier, after she passes, but will continue to spend time with Jade's husband, Jack Tweed. They'll also have extended family, including Jade's mom, Jackiey Budden, to give them the love and care they deserve.
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