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I'm going to miss you baby.

Today was the day.

For months now I’ve known it was coming and pleaded with the passing of time to just slow down a little. But time waits for no one and it certainly wasn’t listening to me. If it was? Today wouldn’t have shown up so fast.

Wasn’t I just giving birth to Huggy Baby like a day ago?

How could my maternity leave be over already?

How could today be the day that I would have to return to work full-time?

I’m not sure I’m ready.

Ready or not, today was the day. So, just before 8:30 this morning I kissed my husband and two sons goodbye and headed back to work. Somehow I managed to do it without crying.

I didn’t expect that. I cried at least four times on my first day back to work after my maternity leave ended with my first son. I fully anticipated a repeat of that today.  But somehow I made it through the first half of my work day without shedding a tear. It wasn’t until I came home for an hour in the afternoon that my eyes got a little leaky. Oddly, I was talking about how I hadn’t cried that made me get a little weepy. Emotions are weird that way.

And just like that my first day back to work after my maternity leave is now officially over.

I was welcomed back with lots of hugs, lots of smiles, and lots of “We missed you.” and “Glad you are back.”

If it was even a little bit possible I would stay home with my kids. But it isn’t. My income is integral to us being able to pay our bills, feed our family, and have a roof over our heads. Right now that is just the way it is.

Thankfully, I work for amazing people and they made my first day back to work just that much easier today.

 

 

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