It’s been 3 months and 12 days since I lost my twins at 17-weeks pregnant. It feels like a lifetime ago, and yet, at the same time, it feels like yesterday. My doctors still have no answers as to why my water broke during my second trimester. And I’m not overly concerned with searching for an answer. I believe, truly, that sometimes these things really do just happen.
Just last week, I was given the green light to have my frozen embryo transfer this coming Friday. I was thrilled to hear the news – and I still am, don’t get me wrong! I want to have a baby and become a mother so badly. But these past two mornings, I’ve woken up feeling very anxious and nervous about getting pregnant again. I am so excited by the thought, but I’m actually also a little bit scared.
And here’s why.
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