Longing For an Accidental HomebirthDanielle
Everywhere you look today there are stories about accidental home births. Women who just couldn’t get to the hospital in time and frantically deliver at home with their husband, or a group of EMT’s that really have no idea what is going on. Or what about the woman a couple months ago who delivered on the side of the highway after already having 4 c-sections?
Every time I see one of these stories my mind certainly starts to wander. Given the two deliveries I have already had, and the desire to have a simple hands off vaginal delivery – giving birth at home accidentally would probably be the only way I could achieve it.
Would it scare me? Probably, but if all these other women can do it with no issue, maybe it wouldn’t be that big of a deal for me.
The decision to have a c-section this time around, after previously having two already, with the plethora of problems I have had during my deliveries seemed like the safest option possible. Although it was probably the most heartbreaking choice I have ever had to make. I am sure there are some out there who do not agree with my choice, I know this because I have already heard the backlash and criticism via twitter, and faceless commenter’s on my personal website. The harsh judgment has certainly been uncomfortable and downright ruthless at times, but I am not a Martyr and I guess some people would rather see a mother and child injured or killed because of an unsafe birth choice than to see a true medically necessary cesarean take place.
I guess it is just one of those… what if’s?
What if I went into labor on my own before my scheduled delivery?
What if I was able to deliver on my own safely?
What if I didn’t have any of the previous problems this time around?
What if I ended up having the baby at home before I was able to secure childcare at that moment, and make it to the hospital?
I mean, honestly I know it is not as easy as it sounds. The daydreams of a baby accidentally just falling out while I scramble to get ready and out the door is exactly that… a dream.
It doesn’t mean I can’t think about it right?