I tested this morning and no sooner did the window reflect a negative response, my period arrived and confirmed the result.
So, I’m regrouping. I am incredibly sad, but I’m regrouping.
I’m trying to see the month ahead as a gift.
To keep focus on what really matters, I’ve made a mental list of the things that I want to do before we finally get pregnant.
During these next 26 days, I will…
…drink that bottle of Stag’s Leap Cabernet that I’ve been saving.
…enjoy long bike rides.
…eat as much deli meat as I want.
…maybe lose those 10 nagging extra pounds.
…savor my caffeinated coffee.
…and enjoy the beautiful family that I am blessed with.
We won’t always be a family of four…I’ll spend this month being grateful for all of the joy that I already have in my life.